My really really big wish

What kind of person stays at her room, posting some personal post on a blog instead of studying for the biggest exam in grade 9? Me! And yes, I am not proud.

So as you can tell by the title of this post, I would like to tell you guys one of my really really big wish. And I think it'd be quiet important that people do this because you can reflect what kind of person they are. If you are a keen reader of my blog, you would've known my biggest wish already.

To make it easy for you, I'll just jot it down.

1. Move overseas in 2014 (To be definite, I want to go back to 'Muscat'.)

To be really honest, I'm not really comfortable living in my current home, and that is not because I'm being picky or selfish. Now I know that you people will bombard me with some authentic hadith, sayings from the Qur'an and some wise words telling me to be thankful. 

(We're getting into some serious business right now)

I really don't mind it when people tell me to be so but I am quiet offended. Because those people who tell me to be so know not even a half of what I've gone through! I appreciate you telling me all these things to stop me from sinning but please don't demand me to do something I'm already trying to without knowing what's going on okay? It's not that hard, just think before you tell me.

And another reason why I would like to move *overseas is because I really really want to see my old friends and see all of the changes that has happened throughout the years without me. I may not mean a thing to them anymore but I don't care. And I know that all the places I've seen might be different and all the people I know are not who they are anymore, I really really don't mind. I want to go there, because I want to and because I just think I need to see what it's like there now. 

Although this had been the toughest post to make, I really wish those certain somebodies will read this and maybe even just a little, understand. I'm making it really hard for myself, and I genuinely know that already. I just really am hoping and wishing and praying really hard that this could come true.

Here's a little #throwback picture of some old memories:

Thank you so so much for bearing to read this, I love you all and bye all! :)

-Zee-